the feeling is strange & it cant go on this way...

I can be so happy over the weekends but now i'm feeling 'stupid'.
I know it's lame to feel this way but... what other feeling can i have?
I know i asked for it but... i really cant help it.
I have let go so many things just for this "1" thing but what did i receive???
More sadness...more stress...more problem...more questionmarks...
Foolish me?