Loneliness

Day 1 of Darling's absence
Well, he left. It's juz day 1 & i'm feeling lousy.
Put up a strong front & got hit straight to my heart when Cecillia Mummy wrote the following to me; "gal, u look sad (lost) but trying hard to be happy". Oh mine.... I dun know which part of me tells her that but i admit...YES, i'm feeling lost. I thot i'm independent? I thot i can live w/o him? I thot he's not important? I thot i'm strong? Oh dear...I'm nothing but a gal with weak emotion that needs alot of Love & Attention. I need to be showered with tons of care & concern. I'm handicap w/o him around...
................................perhaps.....................................
he's already part of me!!!