sadly... this is how it happened

Marriage is supposed to be something happy...
Isn't it???
well... it's not happening @ home...@ least for me.
My bro is sort of like engaged...
The whole world knows... I'm the last.
Thanks to my parent.
Hide it...why tell me?
Hide it for a life time if you can...
I know...I know your daugther in law (to be) is the best...your son is the best...
whatever...
you dun have to put me DOWN in order to out shine them.
I hate it....hate it the way u ALL are handling.
Hate what i'm hearing...
hate the comments....
Hate everything.

I hate to know the TRUTH that I've been a DEVIL in their eyes.
I Cannot BELIEVED what I'm hearing...awful words smashing across my face...
OH...GOD...
Pls call me home!

I hate the world... the ugly place...
I hate it.... HATE IT!